adoring the smile

sometimes moments appear about to touch your heart while already vanishing.
passion is weird: only its possession features its experience.
disregard the pearl and your glance will droop...
i am not afraid of unleashing my naivety as long as it provides me with the elixir of emotions which i need to live.

replacement of static goods

in doubt about convenience of advancement in general i do admit influence on me but to be precise i do not deny it, moreover i consider it being positive.
a kind of deprecated part in me has been awakened and is rising upon highly favoured characteristics of mine.
i am happy having made the personal decision of prefering the fact that i want to be responsive for and to be proud of everything i do.
summa summarum in an optimistic way i search again for the missing detail between love and its realistic appliance. its existance i have no doubt about.

stress resistance and new music

in todays game i've shown a lack of tolerance to tactically utilised stress.
i reacted kind of confused and blocked. i underscored my noobish skill.
i'm quite happy nevertheless since i've found a (subjectively new) music genre i seem to be liking while this feeling is yet too unstable and therefore too private to be released in detail to publicity... this is to be continued soon :)

milestone

once you aim to apply some details on your own personality you risk the loss of control and by that a complete transformation could happen or has happened already.
you can force it to end but you will never be able to undo it. whatever - it is up to you whether you make use of it or not.
now i have chosen consciously to strive for advancement.
the most important initiator was to recognize the situation as regression - this is definitely a significant milestone in my life.

/me will bring the spring.

i have met a fascinating person who's awakened me.